Astronaut Shares Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also featured celebrity crewmates.

The mission was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.

She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

The researcher, who has conducted studies in female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her roots – was drowned out under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

Finding Solid Ground

Now, eight months after reaching space, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.

She concluded that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft launched from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The group of women also comprised leaders in different industries.

The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.